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Sunday, November 20, 2011

I Lied 私は嘘

I Lied
I still remember the day, 
When you still trust me, 
Believing everything I said .

Your trust ,
I was thankful for it .
I appreciate it .
And in return ,
I trust you too .

We trust and believe in each other .
Our lives are peaceful .
Without any fights or arguments .
I was happy for that .
I hope everyday will be like this  ,
But sometimes ,
What you hope to last ,
Will not last long .

Sometimes, I felt annoyed ,
Since you have this bad habit ,
Eversince , you had join a new group of friends ,
I felt jealous ,
Since I was left-out.
We were not like before ,
Spending out time together .
I didn’t want to tell you , .
And I was hiding this from you .

Until this day , I felt like ,
I had hide so many things from you .
I  felt like I didn’t trust you anymore .

I lied ,
So many times ,
To just broken our friendship .
To broken your trust .

Not long , You had found out that I was lying
You knew it .
And started avoiding me .
We were not friends anymore .

I sent you a letter .
About leaving each other .
You threw the letter aside.
And didn’t care .

I wasn’t sad for this ,
Since I lied .
Since I hid so many secrets from you .

But now ,
When I look back at the past.
I really want to apologize .

I regretted that I had lied .
Sorry , was the word that I want to tell you .